Dying to Shoot

One of the very few good things I got out of my tragic last job was the boost that my portfolio got - I had at least three shoots a month. Granted two of that were women sprawled in lingerie and that didn't do too much for my portfolio but my monthly men's 10-page fashion spread was my pride and joy.

For about a week now, I've been churning all these ideas in my head, stroking clothes in stores and wishing I could loan them for a shoot - and because I've been shooting so much until now, I've never done that! I've never missed shooting and now, I do, so bad!

So God, I know you know there are three things I want most in the world at the moment - I've had a shit year, and I've been good, so I deserve it, you know? Please? :o)